Happy Deepavali-Diwali...

Not for me k... I'm wishing Happy Deepavali to all my Indian frens and to all the people who's celebrating this 2day, we're 1 Malaysia right!... Take gud care of yourself during this celebration...
Happy happy happy 4ever life!...

Blurr Leads To Pressure

I don't know why today (actually quite lot of days it's happening) i'm acting like damn blurr girl... i don't even know what i'm studying, my mind is not on what the teacher is teaching, i can't focus at all. Got problem? No. Honestly, just fine, friends are okay, family is in a bravo time. What's happening inside of me? That's the problem maybe...
I think i need to see the counselor, but i don't even know what i need to say to explain this feeling (blurr) urgh... i hate this. Exam isn't that far for me to be like this, everytime i'm trying to be serious, there's something inside of me say that 'don't take it seriously' 'this is not important' 'this is boring' 'let this go'... and blablabla...
how? what?where?why? is this happen to me???
BIG QUESTION MARK ?

Study?! School is co0L?

Owh... no! tomorrow i'll have to wake up early in the morning, and no time for me to oversleep anymore! Duhh, no time for magazine, gossip, sleeping day and night, school's life is all about homework.. and reading.. endless cycle...
the only thing that i love about my school is just that when teacher isn't come in... hahah...
Yes, that's me... but... i do aim to get the best result for the final exam that's just around the corner... !

Change of what?

Everything's going quite well lately...
i don want to ruin any of them. But now i realize that i'm feeling so bored...
need to do something. Change something, well this is the comfort zone. I need something new, that is really something that one need as a teen? Huh...
people'll never get satisfied. ME...